ytd was sooo damn fun
the fun started frm P.E lesson
my class played 2 games 1 wad husband && wifes
another 1 was concentration which was damn fun wit our names
those ppl who got stuck for 3 times wld hav to do sum forfit!!!
i was caught for 2 times but i was very careful
rani got caught ten so she had to do the indian dance steps
it was damn cute!!!!

next was recess
another funny incident
durgesh tie came off
so me && mathevi were playing prank wit her
but tis pig bhavani saw tat n wanted to tell durges
but i go n pull bhavani n push her together wit her we fell dwn at the canteen
i think every1 saw us but both of us were laughing n beating each other
i was still having durgesh tie
we wen bk to our classes for PT
ard 3pm+ durgesh came but she was wearing jacket
i pitied her n took out her tie n passed it bk to her
she was jus scolding me but i didn't mind it
cos she is an loosu wad to do???

&& ytd was 260208
the same date my mum left me
ytd was the 5th mth
m still trying to get use to it
but i can't accept the fact tat she is gone
but as 1 of my classmate says,time heals a person
i hope so it heals me,i dun wanna live in a pain all my life long
it suckz being a loner
i jus wann u to knw tat i always love u ma
no matter wad happens
jus take me bk to u,i wanna go bk to the warmness
the hug,kisses u used to give me
i wan it all bk,jus take me along wit u
m waiting!!!!

2day was like i think a f*cked up day for me
cos 1st thing neva sign the pupil profile n medical record thingy
got scolding frm mr.anthoy
he asked y i didn't hand in my papers
i was explaining aft tat he asked me whether i finished my story or not
i said ya,he asked me wen can i passed it up
i said tmr so mus go n sign the papers once my dad is bk
2nd scolding again for arguing wit him
mus do the question again n show him on friday
he said do if i wan or if not dun bother
i wanna do,its for my own benefit man!!!!

got my N level cert 2day
ten needed to sign the verification of the no of subjects we taking n to double check
but i cld not sign it cos my behind pg was missing
so had to wait for ms wee to reprint for me
during eng i drank water but i didn't gulp it
it was still in my mouth but out of sudden i started coughing
i coughed until i spit out the water
my teacher got shocked so i ran to the toilet to spit out the rest of the water n wen bk to class
my teacher said next time dun drink frm rani's bottle
i laughed like crazy
my whole table was wet,my pencil case,wrk sheet,foolscape
like hell lolx

wen for recess didn't wan to eat so jus sat dwn wit my friends n was listening to their jokes n nonsenses
actualli being wit tat bunch of ppl can realli brighten up ppls day
they r soo fun to be wit
esp gugan,durgesh,bhavani,thein,mathevi,senba,poo,sree,seema && many more

got bk my phy test i failed again
4 times in a row
i jus hate myself
i think i suck in it
cos no matter hw much i study the chapter i fail it
like sum times get 1 digit number
sooo irritating
but m not gonna give up jus gonna try a bit harder more the next time

aft sch wen to comp lab to print out sum art stuffs
in the end it came out in black n white
wen mac aft dat wit mathevi,gugan,bhavani
the funnier bunch of ppl i hearts them :))
were disturbing mathevi to the max
we jus love to disturb her

took 961 wit bhavani && gugan
the both r ponna cute
sum pics of them

tis is hw bhavani emo!!!!



part 2 emoing bhavani


hope u ppl enjoy those pics
btw i even took a video of them
came bk hme got freaking scolding frm my dad

y dun he trust me a bit at least 1%????
nopes he wont
he jus suspects me i dun understand y oso
but i hope time wld make him change
jus wan him to knw by making rules n not trusting me
it kills me big time deep inside
in the end i m the 1 getting hurt && not him
m not blaming him fully i understand oso
as a father he sld take care of me i knw tat
but a lil understanding is needed n together wit a lil trust
i wld be happy then
daddy i love u as much as i love mummy
both are like my pair of eyes

gotta rush nw gonna do sum stuffs
n prepare for sch n things need to be signed
arghhhhh
wo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0
i hope tmr wld be a wonderful day!!!!

' lost love


I gave you my promise

on Wednesday, February 27, 2008; 8:33 PM

sum times in life i can't predict aniting for myself
seriously...but m happy nw tat i hav settled sum things wit her in the end
she said i neglected her cos of him but i tld her since SHE came in ur life u neglected me
for sum ppl i think friendship for them is like changing shirts
example if u dun like the particular shirt u wld change it
i knew tat since the day i cry my heart out to her

she tld me tat she doesn't like the way i tok
but last time all she enjoyed??? ten y suddenly she dun like????
she wld scold me aniting time she likes n i mus take it easy but
if i raise my voice or even tok bk makkal gets angry

&& wld start to predict things herself
i tld her many times tat i was sry but she didn't heed them
i dun knw wad she wants
&& today she tld tat i tld her last time hw my mum wanted me to be
n i wasn't like tat
i tld her bk,"u dun knw hw i m at hme,in sch onli u see me laughing n stuff but u dun realli knw me"
she didn't wan to tell me the reasons of y she wasn't toking to me
cos she thought i wld cry
ten i tld her tat," tat day was my last tears for u,&& my heart has becum stoned for u too"
i knw i was mean but sum tings hav to be told in a hurting way so tat other party wld understand

i dun knw if she did understood but i understood the meaning of friendship
friendship might be priceless but its endless
i didn't knw my friendship wit her wld end tat fast
11yrs jus wen dwn the drain witout a wrd of GOOD BYE
as i promised i wld stay away frm u jus to give ya happiness
jus cos tat m not toking to u does not mean i hate ya

sum tings hav to be changed in yaself
pls do take my advice n change it
cos it may be useful for ya in ya later part of life




I gave you my promise

on Monday, February 25, 2008; 7:14 PM

everything wen as per usual
but not everything
my fone got confiscated by ms hoe )=
it was on so i took it out to switch off
omg!!!!
i cried like hell cos tats the onli way ppl can contact me as i hav no hse fone
at 1st she said can't give
then i cry,she said on monday i need to show her my wrk n she wld pass me bk if not she wld pass it to the office
i said ok but was still crying
wen for assembly
cldn't stop crying cos of sum tings
ten aft assembly wen up to her n explain things again
she asked me to follow her dwn
i knw i was at the rong but i said sorry upteem times
ten aft all the explaination && crying && begging i got bk my fone
but wit 1 agreement!!!
on monday i need to show her 8 wks art wrk if not she wld confiscate my fone again n tis time she wld pass it to the office,&& if she eva do tat i wld get bk my fone onli 1 mth later

once i reached hme i started doing my research for the pics,info && stuffs
gona do my drawing tmr but tonite i wld start doing sum things
hope by monday at least i can show her my wrk && she does not scold me for my effort
god pls save my soul

my sis jus col me n said since i m sooo free she asked me to blog abt her
lolx lolx i wonder wad to write abt her
cos she is a person where my wrds can't explain it can onli be felt && nt be read

she is a gem seriously i sld thank god + my mum for giving birth to such a beautiful lady
i mean my lady sis!!!
seriously to tell i dun like to share my siblings wit ani1
cos they r sum1 special to me but i can't be sooo bad
i love my bro tooo
but nwadays i see him rarely soo sad )=

siblings r sum1 realli special tat mus treasure
i dun wanna hav a life tat i wld regret for not treasuring my sibling cos m aready regreting cum tings in life!!!

durga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my sexxi sista
hey pig i seriously run out of wrds la
not onli tat but u oso ask me to give ya comments for ya pics
y la u sooo bad???
nah but still rmb kirthi loves u always okae

u && i were meant to be together
i knw sum times i can feel ya love but i knw tat u always love me && care for me alot
but sry m jus sooo angry at times tat i show my anger on u
i dun mean it but let me tell u smth
everytime aft i scold or shout at u
i wld cry myself to slp
m soooo ego to cum n say sry to ya
but nw i say sry okae

enough abt u aready
need to bathe n get ready
can't wait to go to night safariiii =)

'maybe tears r meant for me



I gave you my promise

on Friday, February 22, 2008; 6:00 PM

heyy back again
i knw i hav been going mia nwadays n blog like sooo late or even a few days later
wen eva i wanna blog sum things jus happen tat makes me not to blog
but its ok
back again ((:

seriously sum things hav been running in my mind for the past few wks
i hav no idea y m i still stuck in these stupid stuff
but i knw everthing happenes for a reason

latest stuff!!!

as i was talking abt the wedding on my last entry
who0o0o0o0o00oo0o it wen well cos i was there u c *ahem*
it was kinda ok la but it wen nice n the stage looked soo nice cos of the deco done by malays
here r sum pics i took on the wedding

jus us in the cab =)


sis & bhavani anni

my bro & anni


jus us again


jus myself alone

the deco

me & my sis

me & my darling haranesh

smile =)

the lady who wore exactly same saree as my mum

daddy & his princess

me & sathish

dinesh & me

me & vani *btw she is 13*


hope tat pics were nice

nw following up to the sunday outing!!!
me,my sis,my cus sis,my cus bros wen to visit my cus sis's mum
we had great lunch there
n follow up wen to causeway pt
here are sum pics

already to set off


jus me on shades

me & sangeetha darlz



me & her


nw do u agree i go crazy at times??

chocolate frost!!!!!!!


those were the pic n the day was damn nice n we were all laughing

ten as per normal
sch the next day!!! (=

it wen all per normal n happy
ytd i cooked sardine sambal (=
my sis said it was nice
&& my tuition ended at 10pm
gotta rush nw to study my social studies having test tmr!!! )=
m jus soooooooooooooooo stressed

it hurts alot
sum times i feel like giving up
but at other times i wonder y mus i???
i dun even understand myself
i treated u like my soul but u treated me like a fool

' boogi gal


I gave you my promise

on Thursday, February 21, 2008; 6:51 PM

hellllooooooooo m back once again!!!!
was bz wit sum stuffs n ya so cldn't blog
hmm lets see
sch was per normal as usual
fights,laughter,jokes,tears tats wad sch is knwn for


1 day before Valentine's day as i was abt to leave my hse for tuition
my dog ran away frm hme
so wad i did i jus opened my door soo big n ran aft him
10 mins later i realised my door was open so i ran bk to my hse again
&& locked the door n took my tuition stuffs n ran again

i saw him,i ran aft him but he ran faster ten me
i was getting late for tuition,it was at 7:30pm but i was still running aft him
can u jus imagine running dwn the road wit all the books n stuffs
worst not even a single soul came forward to help me
typical singaporeans!!!!

finalli i caught him thanks to the female dog
ten on my left hand was my dog,rite hand was my bks
both sides were soooo heavy && i was soooo late for my tuition
was trying my level best to walk bk hme
i lost my way bk
i hav been living in yishun since i was born but tat day i lost my way cos it was tooo dark
&& i walking through blks by blks

u knw bk side fats???? i seriously hav them a lot la
i thought i cld go through the car pk
even though i was not balanced i walked up the slope n my legs got stuck to the bush
n there i go fell into the longkang!!!!
ouchhhh it hurt like hell
cos my left hand was inside the longkang twisted n my legs got stuck to the bush
i jus fell wit my bks n dog
ppl ard me were jus staring at me n didn't bother asking even i was alrite
oh god wad kind of world is tis????

finalli i reached bk hme limping
but first wen to my tuition teacher n put dwn my blks n wen bk hme to put the dog
my hand was freaking pain cos i cld not move it
cld feel the twisted pain inside )):

aft tuition wen hme i tld my dad wad happened
in return all i got was jus plain scolding not even a wrd of hw r u?? or wad happened
its ok as expected as usual
ten i tld my dad i didn't wan to go sch the next day
got another scolding for it oso
but my left hand realli hurt alot

next day was valentines day
i didn't go sch
so stayed hme for hrs ten wen out wit my injured arm wit mathan
he brought me to ecp && he said he didn't get me aniting i said it was alrite
ten few hrs later he brought me bk under a blk n asked me to wait
he came bk wit a cake
soooo sweet of him
hahahah ((:

tats my day of valentines
&& hw it wen,its jus another simple yet sweet day tats all

ytd wen bk to sch saw my table filled wit valentines gifts
sweet of my classmates
they roc!!!
aft sch wen to np to buy bandage for my arm cos i was wearing tis plaster which is damn painful
so durgesh n mathevi helped me wit the bandage
wen hme rest for a while

got a call frm my sis saying tat my dad asked me to get ready n cum to the aunty's hse
i wen there my dad was nt there
it seemed he wen bk hme to change
i was sooo angry cos i like didn't knw ani1 there
felt sooo out like tat
but nearly 1/2 hr later my dad came
followed by my sis

my dad asked me to put henna for the aunty
i didnt hav ani pattern wit me
so i like didn't wan to put cos i scared later i put they dun like
but i tried my level best to cum out wit a pattern for both the hands in & out
i wen to wash my hands ten tis gal i dun knw her
but she came up to me saying my art was realli gd
i felt sooo happy cos sum1 liked it

m gona cut fringe soon!!!
waiting for my sis
wanted to cut layer but i dun knw hw
lets see!!!

later got the wedding to go at nite
m realli damn tired actualli
think gona rest for a while cos 1 my left hand realli hurts alot another m tired && slpy

' bangbang there goes my heart


I gave you my promise

on Saturday, February 16, 2008; 12:11 PM

m like blogging sum days later again!!!
life offers me no happiness
its always filled wit unusual surprises
will tell abt life soon,so continue reading my entry

lets see!!!
hmm on sat i wen to meet mathan && we brought me on his bike to B.b
it was sooo scary cos he was riding fast but he said it was normal speed
at tat day i had 2 plans,1 was to meet him another was to meet up wit my dad n sis for shopping!!!
we wen B.b he said was hungry,so wen to eat
as usual i was drinking PEPSI instead of COKE )):
once i got out of the bike,u sld hav seen my hair
arrrghhhh it was all tangled up like hell && i had difficulty in combing my hair bk
but he was sooo sweet cos he was waiting for me to comb my hair finish ten to eat
it took me 15mins jus to adjust my hair && i got sooo irritated tat i jus tied up my hair
but it looked alrite to me

i was supposed to meet my dad n sis at 2:30pm at tekka
i was getting late but tis pig was sooo relaxed
he ten drove me to tekka by 2:45pm i reached tekka
thanks pig for the ride ((: which i won't forget *u sld knw y*
frm the bk i ran all the way to where my dad was
cos he was like angry n was waiting for me
father like daughter - both of us dun like to WAIT
its sooo irritating n it jus boils us to wait
cos we wait means mus wait wait long long for the other person to arrive

met dad n sis went shopping for punjabi suits
i wanted green,baby blue or purple colour suits but jus cos i said i wanted tis colours
where eva there was green colour or the colours i wanted my dad n sis wld jus point out to it
it was realli ugly got soooo angry tat i didn't want tat colours ani more
finalli i got myself a pinkish purple suit
its damn nice seriously i jus fell in love wit it at 1st sight :P
it cost abt $100+
&& my sis got herself tis greenish colour its actualli unique but to me i felt it was not nice i prefer the other suit which she took earlier on,the colour was realli very sweet but my dad said tat she already hav the colour && he kept saying green was much beta
so she wen for my dad's choice n took tat colour

aft we bought we gave for alteration cos my suit was realli big for me
he asked us to cum 20 mins later
so till ten we continued our shopping
wen to buy jippa for my dad
we wen up n dwn to nearly all the shops n finalli got him a purplish blue suit
its damn nice n it looked grand seriously no joke
but MINE is still nice n grand *acts alot*

i think we left tekka ard 7pm+ aft all shopping n buying sum stuffs
haiz it was realli a long day
had to cancel my tuition cos of tis i knew i was gona reach hme late

ytd....it was my anni's bangle ceremony
u knw aft 7mths they wld do for pregnant women
it was sooo nice to watch
aft tat all ladies got to take bangles
so my sis,cuz sis,&& my anni took my blue colour bangles
its was nice sooo suited my suit cos i was wearing blue punjabi suit
here r sum pics i took of myself,my sis,the kids ytd at the ceremony


jus a pic before leaving my hse
























its me i love taking pics


look at her pose

my periyyappa,my dad,my sis & me

my sis

guess whose feet is who??

me & khosheilan

my sis & arvinraj

me thashnavi


me in the lift

at the staircase


for today day sch went as per usual
but things started to turn ugly
durings maths i asked a qns but she started to shout at me
got sooo angry started to shout but i feel soo sry
during lunch was sooo upset but jus controlled

aft lunch wen bk to class talked out sum things
i hope i hav cleared up stuffs && i got to knw smth
i got to knw sum true feelings abt me,my friendship

&& for sum ppl my blog is my own thinking & feeling
so i dun knw wad is their prob
but let me say smth dun wry i won't write abt yaself or aniting bad
y r u sooo guilty la????
i said sry but all u want is smth more ten tat i guess
m already hurt hope u dun hurt me more gal
i hope u understand la
thanks for telling me hw u treat me nw i knw where i stand

' death within me is calling me bk
shall i go or shall i wait???


I gave you my promise

on Monday, February 11, 2008; 6:36 PM

hey m back!!!
blogging aft 2 days++
actualli nth to blog on cos hav been staying at hme all the while for CNY holidays
its actualli boring to stay at hme but at times i find it nice la
smth diff but peaceful

can tell m a photomaniac
cos i realli took alot of pics during the holidays
but it turned out nice u see
can't wait for tmr!!!
cos m going ecp wit mathan,senbu,mathevi i guess
1st time gona go in a bike which scares me
i dun knw y
but i hav a phobia of heights n bike u knw

tmr gona be my 1st time riding in his bike or ani1's bike
but i hope it won't scare me off again

&& for bhavani i hav updated my blog my gal
i cum online often but i dun see ya today
but its ok m waiting for u to tell me gal
aniting jus col me la we shall tok abt it
hmmm i wonder wad is it???

i knw today's entry is realli boring but i hav realli nth to blog abt
jus to kill my boredom i m doing tis ((:

' boredom kills


I gave you my promise

on Friday, February 8, 2008; 8:53 PM

aft 2 days of staying at hme
i wen sch today
but it was realli a short day for me
i thought sch wld finish at 10:30 but it ended at 9:45
the concert was nice esp the creative design costume


we got sweets for CNY ((: but onli 2 n 1 rat sticker which is sooo cute
by the time i pack my stuff n leave the sch was 10
took bus wen hme

wen i reach bk hme i felt like i jus woke up like tat cos it was soo early bk hme
i was bk by 11am,watching tv && slacking in the fell asleep
&& my bf johnny was asleep wit me too
hw sweet of him but poor boy he is sick
he was vomiting since jus nw
i think he ate smth tat he sldn't eat pandi boi

supposed to go for tuition
but since m sick m not going )):

m very very hungry sial
who0o0o0o0o0o0o0o
boredom kills me

' dancing lil gal


I gave you my promise

on Wednesday, February 6, 2008; 6:40 PM

it suckz cos i neva go sch today )):
m sick having 2 days mc since ytd
ytd wasn't my day i guess cos was sooo sick sial
not onli tat m still having fever nw
but wad's worse i cldn't open my right eye today
was too painful !!!! i thought i was 1 eye jack
lucky enough m not having a eye jack but its jus a normal pain

sum times i hate staying at hme cos mus do hse wrk n stuff
but today i realli enjoyed doing cos it was realli less job for me to do
my dad cooked early morning for us
its very sweet of him
love u tonnes daddy

my sis dun like me to stay at hme 1
wen she call me aready i knw she gona ask me smth
was prepared!!!
she asked me to go to chong pang to mend her shoes
&& i wen there

there i think i got nearly embarrassed
wen i asked the cobbler he said 2 pairs were $4
but aft doing 2 pairs he charged me $8
OMG!!!
i was like wad the hell

i neva bring extra cash wit me
so i had to give every single cent found in my wallet
ppl ard were jus looking at me
i think the cobbler thought i was gona cheat him n run away
but wen i gave him the money i count wit him again
finally sum hw i gave him $8
my wallet nw is very empty no money inside

i make sure my sis cum bk tonite n i wld get bk the money

tmr m going bk to sch again ((:
but she wld give me a face where she doesn't wan to tok to me
i jus wanna her to knw tat m realli sorry sial
i knw i was at the fault but i dun knw y she won't forgive me

' sick soul is nw dead


I gave you my promise

on Tuesday, February 5, 2008; 5:27 PM

i tried toking to ya today but all u cld say tat, " sry a wrd wouldn't cure of wad u did"
i knw i hurt ya but u didn't wanna accept my apology neither u wann listen to me
do u knw hw hurt was i???
wen i was crying in front of u,all u cld do is to eat n watch me cry cos u were hungry
last timrye wen a single tear wanna drop frm my eyes,u wld be there to hold it in ya palms but nw u jus watch me cry

aft tis ten i realise where i realli stand in ya heart
n hw u treat me as
i treated u like my sis but in return u showed me hw u treat me like
if i had,i wldn't hav been close to ya at all
y did u showed me ya love n concern wen u realli didn't want to show but u act like u care???
my 11 yrs of friendship wit ya i didn't knw it wld end tis fast

those i treated like my friends were there for me but those i treated as my sisters jus watch me cry. i jus dun understand u.u said i insulted u infront of him but i neva even do such a thing n i won't do such a thing too. tis hav drifted us away frm each other

if being far away frm ya brings ya happiness,i wld give ya tat
i wld move away frm ya.dun wry gal
i wld keep up wit my wrds
a wrd sorry didn't make its way to ya heart
m realli heart broken

i hav shared wit ya all my smallest secrets to the biggest 1
but u jus showed me ya true colours today
i knw i broke ya heart,but it doesn't mean tat u cld oso break me heart like tis dae

before my love friendships cums 1st,i didn't say no
i cried today not onli cos i hurt ya but oso tat u didn't understand me at all
not even a single drop )):

as i promised i wld keep up wit my wrd to move away frm u
i won't eva disturb ya even wit a slightest noise
but dun forget me tat once i was ya friend
i won't eva forget ya my dear friend
jus rmb tat i always love ya deep in my heart

i cried until i got high fever,but not even a wrd came out frm ya
tis itself shows hw much i mean
i won't blame ya,i wld call it my fate
which played a big role in my life
tears made me sick && shiver today

I've always said that in politics, your enemies can't hurt you, but your friends will kill you.

The sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, psychic, or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them, and lessens the threat of their difference.

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.


True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and value.


Few friendships would survive if each one knew what his friend says of him behind his back.

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one."

Silence is the true friend that never betrays.


tis all we shared between us but nw aft tis its time for me to drift far far away frm u
jus wanna wish ya my final good bye
takkaire gal
no matter wad happens u wld be still in my mind
smth tat i can't remove at all,which is called, "FRIENDSHIP"

' body witout its soul


I gave you my promise

on Monday, February 4, 2008; 3:15 PM

today the day was realli short cos onli had eng,tamil,art tats all
during eng i thought gona hav CME presentation but in the end we did our personal response on ani article frm the New Week!!!i choose tis article abt The Greenback i wrote abt half a pg along abt the article.then mrs raj said the CME presentation wld be on monday so i still got time to prepare for it.tamil i got scolding frm her cos she said i was toking to mathevi since the starting of the class n was not concentrating.she asked me to read the qns n the ans ten wen i was reading rani,gowri,bhavani,mathevi started laughing cos of my tamil it wen in a slang
my maanam jus wen like tat aiyooo

during recess like ytd i didn't eat but took a bread frm mathevi
n bought 100+ nwadays i drink alot of 100+ in sch smth rong wit me
the canteen was sooo crowded so me,matz,rani,bhavani,gowri wen to the staircase near the hall to sit dwn n eat

next was art as usual me,matz,bhavani were late for class but mr hoe neva say aniting
i was doing my mindmap for the qns i took
while rani was drawing but i was slacking n was drawing nonsense
nearly the end of the class onli me n rani had our consultation wit ms hoe regarding our Os

wen to hall had sum presentation by sum teachers then had AGM!!!
my hse was TOLLEY so we wen to the canteen n we were supposed to vote for the hse captains n stuff
sch supposed to finish 1:30 but cos of tis it ended nearly 2pm

later ard 7pm m having tuition again ((:

i jus wanna say sry to her for the mis understanding caused during art
i hope u wld understand
i tried toking too u but u didn't tok aniting to me bk
sorry!!!

m very hungry!!!!!!!


' lady gone nuts ((:


I gave you my promise

on Friday, February 1, 2008; 4:25 PM

had ART today but was slacking i reached on time at 8:30am
was writing my name on the stone n was engraving in chinese
&& was waiting for the time to be 10:30 cos he said he was cuming outside my sch to c me ((:
but he came onli at 11+ i was angry,supposed to follow rani to Novena cos she said she wanna buy smth for her n her family,i said ok but wen he came she asked me whether i wan to cum or not but i said no.i knw i hurt her alot.even she was hurt alot sial.she col me n said she felt like crying jus cos of a guy i did tis to her n stuff.i ten sent her a long msg saying sry n stuff but there was no reply

was sitting at the bus stop wit him ten i jus turned to see who was it,ms lum was there
i got very scared the min i saw her.i jus took my fone n walk away as though i was toking to sum1 like tat.but he was on the fone n didn't knw but it seemed tat she stared at him
i scared sial )): he jus my friend i hope ms lum won't mistake us

he parked his bike at the carpk near my sch && took bus wit me to yishun to send me off
i didn't knw there r such a gd guys out there.m happi tat i got a friend like him.my best friend!!!
he was sooo sweet he bought me coke cos he knws tat i love coke like hell but m sooo bad i neva buy him aniting in return haiz...such a bad friend *sry mathan dun wry i wld buy ya smth soon ok buddy*

ten i came bk hme...nw its soooo boring cos there is nth to do
was toking to my pondatti jus nw.its been a long time since i tok to her la
jus missed her tonnes *i love u senbu darling my 1 & onli pondatti*
1 day mus go out soon!!!

Os is cuming tooo soon && m getting scared cos i wanna pass tis Os n go to poly n take up nursing course.tats has been my dream.in order to achieve it i got to wrk for it && n trying my level best to achieve my dream

&& for her i jus wanna say sry.i didn't mean to hurt u gal
but u thought i hurt ya...i treated u like my sis but all u said i hurt ya
jus imagine hw did i feel dei???
sum times i dun understand tat y u ppl onli think abt yaself aren't u all selfish??
y can't u think abt others too??? did u all forget tat they hav heart too???
i jus wanna be wit ya && i hope u understand tat gal

got tuition later ((:

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I gave you my promise

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