i jus dun understand wad is going ard me
aft my mum is gone
alot of ppl looking dwn on me
y is tat so???
i hate it sial
i dun blame ani1 in particular
i can't tell out my feelings
so m jus typing it out
maybe by tat i feel my burden wld go dwnsumtimes in life certain things happen
but we can't take those things to heart && lose hope in our life
i believe on those wrds indeed
my dad tld me,"You dun live to please every1 in tis world,if u gonna plsh every1 in tis world ten u can't find ya happiness but onli ya sorrows wld go up"
nw as i m alone at hme m jus thinking at those wrds he tld me
my dad is truly amazing
wit 1 look on my face he cld tell wads rong
wen i came bk hme today
he asked me,"Wad happened in sch??"
i was like hw did he knw man
i wanted to cry out to him
but i didn't cos he is already burdened wit stuffs
i dun wanna hurt him morem seriously very very tired
both physically && mentally
i dun knw wen i m gonna cum out frm it
but i do hav hope
&& i believe tat it takes time to heal a person
&& m waiting for tat particular time to cum
life hurts alot
even though m jus 17
i toking as though my whole life is gone like tat
but within few yrs i realli wen through alot
i may seen happy on the outer
but inner the pain is still there
neither can it be explained nor felt
haizzokae enough of my life story
&& not forgetting life still goes on
live the life to the fullest
m trying to follow tat
i jus wish my mum was here
to see wad is happening
i knw she can see wad is happening nw but i hope she does response to me in sum way
wen it rained jus nw a heavy down pour
i felt my mum was telling me sumting
but i cld not understandwen eva is rains i believe tat either GOD is trying to say sumthing or if not my MUM
Labels: P.S IMY n ILY mum
I gave you my promise
on Thursday, April 10, 2008; 6:11 PM
