cld not slp properly last nitei dun knw yjus kinda lost feeling i dun knw wad is happening ard me osotired slping but tossed && turned ard on my bedgot waked up at 5:50am today to get ready for schkinda tired cos nt enuff of slpgot ready for sch ten my daddy send me to the bus stopwhile walking he asked,"y u always fight && argue wit ya sis??"me::" she dun wanna lend me the thing "dad:" both of u all,i dun knw wad to say"was irritated cos i felt he was supporting her but nt mearghhh but nahh i tried to cool dwnfinalli got the songahhhhh i love itt=Xi thought i was late to schbut ended up being the earliest in the scheven my teacher came latelesson supposed to start at 8ambut all came onli 8+ lolx as usualkirthi got to wait!!!but today's lesson was funn it was held in the IT conference rmwit 4E && 5N galzit ended at ard 12pm+all were sooo tired,walked to the 2nd bus stopwaited for the bus,took it && headed bk hme ((:as i was in the bus felt like cryingactualli i my eyes were filled wit tearsbut i controlledwas listening to sum song tat reminded me of mummiactualli i do mishh her alothaizzi wanna tell her 1001 things but i can'ti wanna hear her tok but i can'ti wanna feel her warmness but i can'ti jus can't feel aniting of hery mus tat be soo???ill-fated life suckzzznw as i m blogging jus feel sooo i dun knw wad osomixed emotionsbut onli 1 thing is for surei m lost in my own world called lonlinessi may seem happy outsidejus for those ppl i see daily hav to put up a fake smile&& move on wit lifetats hw life iseven though it may be 6mths since she lefti feel it as though it happened ytdthe feeling kills me deep insidelike slaughtering mearghhhhhmy anger gets over me jus like tataniway i dun knw wad m gonna do nextbut i hav to do sumthingto keep me company' lost lil galLabels: missing sumthing
I gave you my promise
on Saturday, April 5, 2008; 5:53 PM
