blog blog blog blognwadays tats the onli thing tat relive me frm stress && stuffshav been wanting to blog since last wkbut my laziness jus stops me && its getting worsecos m nt like doing anithing alrseriously m like moving away frm many things&& its soo irritatingi knw tat life has its up && dwnm like sailing in between them nwsum times its realli tooo high up tat i can't stand itthere are oso times where i m tooo dwn tat i can't reach up at allbut nw m in the middlenot moving ani wherei feel soo glued to where i m standingdun knw why osoytd i was jus standind at my room window n looking out at the sky&& jus thinking through all those memoriesi had wit my mumboth gd && bad timestears starts to roll dwn as i think abt those timewen my mum goes to worktoks to unknown pplthen the day camei saw her in the being carried away in the ambulancethen next in the hospital lying motionlesslyfuneral 1000s crying for herbut sum realli fakei can see tat osoi realli regret y didn't i treasure those times wit heralways getting angry wit her over small small issuseslike tv,food,hse even dogsnow left with nothing but jus memories which are glued to my heart && mindas sum ppl knw i feel more like an human robotwake up daily,bathe,eat,go sch,study,cum bk home,watch tv,bathe,eat,study & slpnormal life without anitingwords seriously can't explain my feelingsbut it can onli be felthatred,life pain,sorrowsi have seen through alli used to be the most happiest gal but nw the other way ardfaking to ppl tat m totally fine && perfectbut the pain is still therethe happiness gonesorrows live onm toking like an old ladybut even though m jus 17 i think i hav seen my half life dwn the drain alrmy O's are getting near&& me still unpreparedas i tld tat m still stuckseriously stuckedi hav to wake up or it wld be too latesum hw i hav to try to prove to sum ppl tat i can make iti need to achieve my dreamsmy ambition&& lead my life once againmake my parents proud of mei wanna make them say,"OH KIRTHI,TAT GAL *******'S DAUGHTER AH..WOW SHE IS DAMN GOOD NW DOING WELL IN LIFE"&& not "KIRTHI TAT GAL??? *****'S DAUGHTER SHE AH WASTE HER LIFE && NOW GOOD FOR NTH SHAME HER PARENTS"sum hw i wld wake up again&& life still moves on"Loneliness is part of human.
It reminds us tat we are not complete in ourselves.
We born alone,we live alone,we die alone.
Onli through love && friendships can we create the illusion for the moment
that we are not alone.
The most terrible poverty is loneliness && the feeling of being unloved"
Labels: poverty everyone goes through in life
I gave you my promise
on Tuesday, May 6, 2008; 7:37 PM
