cum & lead my sinful life

i jus feel the whole world is crashing dwn on me
&& i jus hate tis feeling
nwadays m not myself
i cry to myself sum ppl got probz
its my tears && my life
cum && live my sinful life && feel the pain

m not blaming ani1 here
but it hurts me deep down
i wish many things came true
m jus waiting for the day man
i had a tok wit my mummy && she promised me sum things
plsh mummy make them true alrites

i think in my 17yrs of life
i hav made many sins
&& sum sins are
1) is to be born on tis earth
2) to be smiling
3) to be happy
4) hot-temper
5) arrgoant
6) stubborn
7)over friendly
8) too innocent-in believing every single thing
&& i can go on like tat

i guess i cried too much tat nw i dun hav tears sial
even my tears dun wanna me
1 thing tat is free in tis world is called ADVISE
frm the young to the old every1 can give it
but its up to a person whether sld she or sldn't she take it

i realli wished my mum was here
seriously
she is my best friend,mentor,mum,adviser && many more
till nw i dun understand y sld she leave me all alone
y didn't she take me along wit her??
she knws i can't leave witout her jus for a moment but
nw its 8mths tat i neva see her face,listened to her voice
watch her getting dressed up
MUMMY Y DID U GO????

i hate tis world
arghhhhh
i jus soooo angry wit myself
jus feel like slaughtering myself to death
m sooo sickk
sick of all tis nonsense
serious

in the end u oso had a thought i might be tat kind of gal
hw cld u???
when i heard tat u felt like tat
i lost myself
dun knw wad to do

is tis was is called life???
m realli down tis time ard

jus wanna say sorry to sum ppl
whom i show my anger ani hw
is not tat m angry wit ya or sumthing
m jus sooo irritated && angry each day tats all
so sry to u ppl

&& i wish i was gone tis minute

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I gave you my promise
on Friday, June 6, 2008; 2:42 PM
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