i know its been a long time since i last bloggedbut nowadays i seriously hav no time to bloganother thing is tat m soo mood out nowadaysm jus sooo fcuking angry wit myselfhaizzsch is getting tough each day&& my Os is getting nearsch ends late like every single dayhav been lagging but m trying my level bestto catch upeven though m slow but i wld manage to catch up sooner lately my palace i mean which was like once now is more to the silent death placeeach day my hse,is getting soooooo quieti jus dun like itbut hav to get to used to itnow my HERO daddy dun wanna tok to meits been 2 daysbut still neva bother toking to mebut instead shouting at mewad the hell i did??he jus seems not to understand anithingbut he claims to understand me very welli jus can't tell it outmy pain is jus too muchi knw every1 has pain toobut i feel my pain is greaterfcuked up i feelnow m at hme wit himbut i feel tat he is not at hmemore to like m alonebeing alone m sooo used to ittrust meeven if i cry is oso no useeven if i tell it out oso no useeven if i m not bothered..the more i feel m botheredsoo many evens in my lifei jus wish my life to end tis single momenti feel m a person who is in ICUani moment the machines wld stop && there i wld diei prefer tataniway i dun see much differencelike i said..its my life
jus let me run it by myself
i dun need ani1
not even a soul to be beside me
&& i hate every1
but maybe i dun mean it
but i doLabels: `heal my heart
I gave you my promise
on Sunday, July 6, 2008; 3:02 PM
