I don’t know why but when ever I want to blog
At least one bad thing would happen
I don’t know why is that so also.
Its always like that & trust me I hate that feeling
It sucks big time, but certain things are inevitable
Many have said that I always blog about my unhappiness & sorrows only
Its not that case, I do have the moments of joys, laughter, tears of joys & etc
I am not always the emo type. Anyways I am not blaming anyone here
But its my blog, & I do feel that I do have the right to choose what I want to write.
I am not being a wet blanket here. But I just felt some things are meant to be said out.
Lets see this time round what do I have to blabber about or complain about
Trust me I am not like last time, I have made myself or should I say things have made me stronger. Let it be things or incidents, I have learnt how to pick myself up & move on
But come on, I am also a girl who needs some time or rather to look back at her life & think through whether the things are happening the way its supposed to be or am I supposed to make things happen in the way its supposed to be.
From the starting of the year, things have not been right for me
Let it be my results, or personal life or anything
THINGS HAVE NOT BEEN THE WAY ITS SUPPOSED TO BE
But I know everything happens for a reason, that’s what I always tell myself in order to survive in this world.
I don’t want to go deep into any particular incident
All things stated here aint the whole story, so don’t assume things just like that
All I can say that I have been broken hearted. More like I am having a broken heart right now. Things have hurt me so much, & here I am trying my level best to keep up with my smile & not let a single tear roll down my cheek. But I fail to do so. Each time something happens, immediately tears start to stream down like there is no tmr I would start weeping. For some people, they feel better when they say it out to someone close, or a stranger. For some, they would vent it on non living products, breaking them up, punching the walls, dustbin & stuffs. But even the non living things do have a heart
Is just that we don’t get to see them, nor feel them. But for others, they would rather cry their heart out. I am in this particular group. I prefer crying it out then telling it to someone else. Because nowadays no one can be trusted, not even a single soul.
All of them would cheat you at least one point of their life time. So far I have seen this happening.
Right now, I am trying to survive with this broken heart
Not to worry but I would survive through with no more tears shed, maybe.
Picking up bits and pieces of the broken glass trying to get back the same old picture
Even though I might get back the same picture but with scars on it
Someone told me that don’t hurt the heart that loves you
But I guess that person itself don’t understand the meaning of it
Or is it me who don’t understand?? Hmm
&& I can just continue like this, but not now
maybe some other time
takkaire all ((:
till I blog again
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