I m sickkkkk ):
I having the ear infection, flu, it sucks being sick
Arghhh
Anyways I got my posting results
DAMN IT!!!!!!
I got accounting at Simei ITE, I didn’t get my 1st choice
But I’m going to appeal on Monday
Bro is driving me to Clementi ITE to appeal for hospitality operations
Then to Bishan ITE to appeal for business admin course
I wish to get my 1st choice man
& I really hope I would get it
Things are not fine for me & I dun know y
But I know everything happens for a reason
That’s what I have been saying all these while
Btw its Monday alr. This post was supposed to be on the Friday
But due to my sis, it’s posted on Monday itself
Fri:
-posting of sch & course
Sat:
-went out wit punetha sis, durga sis, meera sis & met shamini sis at Causeway Point
Hanged ard ard for a while, went to hunt for the price of I pod.
I have been badly wanting one till now. Aft walking ard then decided to go to shamini sis’s hse for a dinner. Ordered KFC & Pizza. OMG!!! The food was filling
I could not eat much, not like last time. Anyway I was not even a good eater to mention abt the last time. LOLS
-pictures to come soon ((:
Sun:
-went out wit my sis to North Point to buy some stuffs & she wanted to do her shoe
But ended up buying a new pair of heels
It’s very nice && I so love it
- took a train to AMK to collect file from sangeetha
- Then headed back to North point, for a quick shopping, before heading back home.
- Later part in the evening, got dressed up for a wedding held at Sembawang C.C. the bride looked beautiful & cute in the sari. The C.C was small but a lot of people there. It was too full that, some, I think nearly another ¾ were standing outside & watching the wedding ceremony.
-pictures to come soon ((:
Mon (today) :
- went to Clementi ite, BAD experience ):
- Bro dropped me at jurong mrt station, took a train down to bishan ite. On the way I saw my childhood friend Shalini, still look the same as ever.
- Choose a course but guess wad I chose?? PRODUCT DESIGN, using my N’s cert. now I feeling really lousy abt my choice
I m so fickle minded. OMG!!!!!! I dun know wad I really want
Choosing the course one like is very hard, now I realized it
Getting scolding here & there, from people I know, & dun know also scolding me
I was just disturbing Mathevi about getting run down by a car
Seriously I was jus joking, the least I expected it to be the true in one way or another way
As I was walking back home, after paying the bills, listening to my music. Wanted to cross the road, as I suddenly turned to my right hand side, there was this white car jus so close to my leg. I was SHOCKED but I my reaction was very slow. The man driving the car jus stared at me, but the best part was that I could not hear the horn. But I thank god nothing happened to me
I told Mathevi about it. She thought I really wanted to die && started telling me all the things
She send me 2 msgs. LOLS
I would normally kid about dying but relax, I m not serious, not all the times maybe: X
I still have a lot of things to achieve sial. I not going to die just like that
I need to earn myself a good name, need to show pal I also can live my life the way I want. I also can succeed in my life. && so on
Right now, many things are running in my mind. I dun know how to say & why m I having those thoughts. I want to scream my lungs out; I want to cry out loud
There are tears in my eyes but they are just too stubborn to run down my cheeks
I m not trying to be emo here, but I m jus letting my feelings typed down here
So anyone reading this, dun end up thinking I m an emo kid. I AINT A EMO KID
Tonight I going to take my time & think about the courses again
Aft tonight once I have decided, its FINAL
Not going to listen to anyone already aft today
If I ever make a mistake again, let me learn it by myself
If I ever regret, let me regret all by my side
If I ever fall down, let me pick myself up SLOWLY
It’s not that I dun need u people's help. I do need, not physically but mentally people
Tmr Mathevi & I going down to Bishan ite once again to appeal another course.
Nowadays I don’t know why but I dun feel hungry at all.
I skip my meals, drink less coke *like real*
Some pal said, I m FAT, but I dun think I m fat but I m chubby
Those are my baby fats. But because of these people’s comments
I have stopped eating, started skipping my meals & so on
Alrites I want to take a break now. I m seriously stressed. You all might think, such a small issue but I m making it a big issue & stuff. But to be frank, you people jus dun understand me & neither will you people will understand because you’re not in my position to understand or feel the pain
Okaee I have to stop now, if not I think I will continue talking crap again
Till I update again
((:
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